What To Do When Forgiveness Feels Impossible.

When I married my second husband, Umberto, and moved to Venezuela, my son Rob was only 4. My first husband had a deep addiction to alcohol that kept going throughout Rob’s formative years. After…

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What and whom I want to become in my life.

Children are always asked this question by their adults,teachers and fellows: “WHOM” THEY WANT TO BECOME IN FUTURE OR WHAT THEY “WANT” TO BECOME IN FUTURE? I also asked this question many times at my childhood and still at my graduation level. Today still i can’t answer this question. I have been asking this question myself when i have been asking by others... Thera are many professions in the world. But there is still my call “what and whom i want to become truely.”

There is a difference between whom u want to become and what u want to become. I don’t want to be someone. I love myself whom i’m. I don’t want to change myself for someone’s parameters. I enjoy to do those things which give me inner satisfaction.

I want to do many things in my life through which i can learn, i can get knowledge and experience of different things.I don’t want to stick my life around one thing i want to try different things.

To my insight i want to become a social worker. I want to help those people who can’t help theirselves by own. It will be a great joy for me. I feel love do this. We can help ourselves but there is an other type of excitement or feeling when you help others. You don’t have any relation with them but for the sake of humanity you try your best to give them that comfort zone that you are enjoying by your birth. But they are not. I think after feeling the pain of others and helping them out is great blessing of Allah. I will turn my this dream into reallity by the will of Allah almighty In sha Allah. I really feel bad when i saw people who need our help but wo don’t help them out. When i will able to support my self on my own feet I also support these people.

My other dreams are about my own life are i want to such deeds about which my parents feel proud. I want to stand my own feet so that i can’t worry my parents about any thing.

But there are many fears inside me that are hurdles in the way of my success. The main fear is that can i do this? , if i do this what will be the result etc. My preassumptions are my biggest fear.

Any how i think i will overcome my these fears very soon in sha Allah

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